I remembered before I flew off to Tokyo for more than a week's holiday last year without you, I was so anxious and worried about you. The first night in Tokyo when I face timed you, you were pretty cool and didn't seem bothered that I was away but the second night…. Gawd, my heart sank when you saw me and started sobbing on FaceTime video. I wanted to just get on the next flight home but your dad assured me and said you are going to be okay. Looking back now, when I asked you then, why are you crying baby? And you didn't answer and kept hiding behind your dad, I knew you were trying to not worry me. You were trying your very best to not say I want you back here, mommy To my little baby boy, I just want thank you so much for being so brave, considerate and kind. I had a lovely time in Tokyo and I can't wait to go back there, but this time with you. I want to run around the park with you, lay down on the park's grounds and look at the clouds with you, eat yummy sushi with you, slid…
